Why am i so jealous?

[xKeelyx]

I have been with my boyfriend for just over 5 months now and i am so in love with him we love each other so much!  
But the thing is i am so insecure all the time.. things that has happened to me in the past and i have pushed other ex boyfriends away through my jealousy and insecurites.. i am so parnanoid..
my current boyfriend hasnt done anything at all to make me not trust him, he is amazing ... but i really dont want to push him away he understand and knows the things that has gone on in the past.
but i dont feel amazing about myself and i dont no how to... if i did love myself i think that i wouldnt be so jealous.


Please any advice and help..

Thank Youuuu .. Keely  x

[noproblemo]

My advice would be that it is far too soon for you to be having all these totally unrealistic expectations of your relationship.  You can not expect somebody else to solve all your problems you should work on your own self esteem