just joined and wanted to say hello to everyone

hey

i was online all day searching for a way to get in touch with the jeremy kyle show, so that i could see if i would be able to go on his show and speak about my past.
ive read a far bit on here that relates to what happened me. and i find it great that people are speaking openingly about it.
i too was sexually abused, it started from the age of 9 until i was 18. i got him convicted, but as we all know, they never get proper sentences.
i only got him for 5 years. but it couldve been for 15, if another relative, step mother, hadve went to court with me. but that never happened. she has beliefs that made her not want to.
i was angered by it, for years, and even now in all honesty.
theres been alot more things thats been happening since i was 18. i didnt want to speak about it until i could see if i would be able to get in touch with someone to go on jeremies show.
the things i have to mention are disgusting, what i mean by that, what people done etc.
there was people involved in torturing me, that even the public know about, a dangerous dangerous man, and calls made to me etc.
m restricted to mentioning names for legal reasons at present. but hopefully that will change and i can speak openingly about the people who have been involved in an ongoing verbal and mental abuse towards me.
theres things i would like to discuss about what ways i harmed myself also. n some of these are horrific.
please could someone get in touch with me in relation to getting in touch with a person who can give me an answer, if i would be able to speak on his show.
barret