I was on the show for ketamine abuse

MY name is Samantha Roe i was on the show in 2008 or was it 2009 for ketamine abuse .. i was advised to move away from brighton which i did .. and it helped me alot as i didnt do ketamine anymore .. but i currently went down south to visit my family as it is so hard being away from them, and i found my self in a situation that scared me because i found out that i just ran away from my problem and never really delt or faced up to my demons as running away from a problem is not solving the issue !! I ended up taking ketamine again .. and i am begging the JERMEY KYLE show to help me deal with my problem not run away from it as i can not go on like this anymore ! i miss my nephews so much that its depressing me so much !! so if any of the j kyle show members read this please help me !!